gotta love Mary Kate.

whats happeing to Tara reid. shes looks terrible.

shes looks gorgeous all the time. even in sweats.

so just kiss me, and let my hair messy itself in your fingers.
let me steady  myself in the arms of a  boy  who won't ask
me to be what he needs , but  lets me exist as I am . << aww thats defintately a really cute quote. i kno iused to wish for that kind of guy and i kno a ton of other girls do. i kno Dan made that wish come tru or me and i hope all you girlies get a great guy too!

I don't believe in anything but I believe
in you, I never trusted anyone
but somehow, I trust you << thats adorable amd so true.

i'm as confused as a gangsta with a skateboard < haha. i thought that was funny.

alrite well enough with all these pics and quotes. time to let ya kno how i did today. well i started out with cheer practice and that was actually fun. more conditioning and it made me feel so good cos i kno i got a great workout. then i tanned and came home and worked out some more. i was on a role man. lol. but yea i ate a lil today but i definately worked it all off or at least most of it anyway. then at like 9 i went on a run for about an hour. i felt so good once i got home. im gona start running everyday. i kinda felt like i was gona pass out thou or throw up. its okay thou. i made it. hopefully that wont happen too often. its kinda a scary feeling but its worth it rite? well ive talked to dan on the fone a lot today and everythings going so good. i love him so much its insane. words cant even explain. hes just one of those guys who will offer me his jacket or whatever if im cold or if i ever am just feeling down and i call him he'll rush over no matter what hes doing. it dosent get much better than that. i kno i havent been as niice as i could to him thou. im trying really hard thou cos i kno how much he deserves a great gf. but anyways i need to take a shower and then probably heading o to bed.

Leave comments! love you. xoxo amanda

shes so gorgeous!

look how tiny she is.

aww. i love those all those pics.....So today ws alrite. just ate one lil meal so i guess i can be satisfied about that. nothing exciting has happened these past few days. ive been pretty down thou. i definately got grounded for a long time for my mom inding alcohol or whatever. ahh im so mad. why did i have to have to do that? gr im mad at myself and i no i disappointed my mom. now i have to earn her trust bak all over again and that takes a pretty long time. i cant even stay home alone for quit a hwile. man this sucks. but anyways in like 10 min im meeting these two kids and then this weekend im babysitting them. aw. i cant wait to see em. im a lil nervous thou i dont kno why. lol. im weird like that. ones 6 months and the others 6 yrs. well. theyll probably be here soon so i better get going. i mite update when i get home. love you all!
xoxo amanda

Hey Gorgeous! alrite so Laguna Beach was on last nite. that totally made me whole day better. not to mention that Dan came over with flowers basically to apologize for our lil fight. aww it was so cute you dont even understand. now i truely kno how much he loves me and how i never wana let him go. so we watched it together and omg i forogt how muched i love that show. its amazing. i cant wait for the next one. i wana kno who stephen ends up with. ahh so much drama. lol i wana live in cali so bad rite now its not even funni. well hopefully ill go to college there or sumthin. im so proud of myself! i woke up at 7 today and guess what i did? i worked out for about an hour and a half. go me. but yea. i have to go to my grandmas today and i need to take a shower so update later.

their all gorgeous!

i want these..their so cute.
 

    Mary-KAte

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Hey gorgeous. todays been pretty lame. didnt do much of anyhting but clean my room and just sit around. i felt like crap today. i was so tired and it didnt help that me and dan got into a dumb lil argument but it happens rite? didnt eat anyhting yet and its 6. but this means my mom will be home soon and will make dinner. and yes ill have to eat it. oh well thou. theres gona be some hardcore working out happening tonite. lol. im so motivated rite now to workout. for some reason i feel bloated. its weird considering i didnt even eat. ah whatever my bodies all messed up. okay so like rite before i go to bed every nite i watch tv and talk to dan and for some reason i always wana eat then and i give in a lot. i have a problem with night binging. does anyone have any suggestions or sumthin? gr it sucks. well im gona put up a picture of lindsay lohan. shes beautiul. i wana be able to have her body. she wasnt even that fat before but she did have big boobs or whatever and now since shes gotten so much thinner all the guys i talk to say they liked her better before. i just think their crazy. she looks so gorgeous now but whatever. im gona probably update tonite cos since me and dan inda got in a lil ifght today hes bringing me sumthin after his baseball game. aww hes such a sweetie. but i have to admit the past two days with him havent been that great. it makes me quesiton things sometimes which is terrible but i kno we'll work it out. i love him too much to lose him. bye for now.
 
Lindsays so gorgeous!! im jealous. she looks so tiny there.

<3 amanda

Today went terrible. im soo mad at myself. omg. i ate two meals today. i feel so upset with myself now. but i had to do it cos i was with family. uhhh this sucks. i have a plan thou. tomorro i think im gona start a fast. im not sure or how long thou. all i kno is i need to do this. ive already seen a difference in my body. i look a lil skinnier and it hasnt been long at all. but after today i feel like i gained it all bak. i kno thats impossible but i feel bloated and disgusting. well fast tomorro!!! im heading to bed and waiting for the call from my bf. he always makes me better when i feel down like this. love you all. Stay strong.
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